Trust

 Trust is a very delicate thing. In someone who has been betrayed over and over, it is precious. When it is violated, it is nearly impossible to get back. It is bad enough when it is someone you don't really care about, but when it is someone you love, it is a dagger through the heart.

 

 There is no feeling in the world like that sick feeling you get in the pit of your stomach when you find out your trust has been abused. Especially when it is from someone who KNOWS what you have been through, and yet continues on the path they are following, despite being told repeatedly that this is damaging to the relationship.

There is no coming back from something like this.  There is only forward, and the hope that there is enough strength to save oneself.